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my childhood memories are coming back to me
I miss the days where we were so innocent
I miss the days where we had so much fun
most important of all, I missed you
but all these
are just my childhood memories flooding back to me
they will stay in my mind
as the beautiful childhood memories that I had.
I will never forget
my childhood memories...
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Friday, September 29, 2006
rant
I am who I am and I do
NOT
need you to tell me who I should be
Take it or leave it
I am who I am
If you wish to be a faker
Do it
you just can't blame me for hating you for it
you leave out your best friend
when with
your new band of friends
you lie about your favourite pens
you once said you hated that brand
now you say you love it
what is this my friend
no
my former friend?
you are no longer who I once knew
you liar
you faker
I finally saw your true colours
you want popularity
you want it so badly don't you
so badly to the extend of leaving out you
BEST FRIEND
you won't feel the slightest bit of guilt
would you?
you just turned cold
towards your former clique members
I HATE YOU
YOU FAKER
YOU LIAR
you threw me back the trust I gave you
you just so happily
made life harder
for those who I don't know yet
who might one day be my friend
because you threw my trust back to me
and cut me so deeply
the door has narrowed
it will be even harder to gain my trust now
you left this scar
that would hold in my heart
this wounded part
where only the Father above could heal
you drive your friends
down into depression
down in sadness
down into tears
the day when we broke
to this day where I am
you drove me
into tears
YOU LIAR
YOU FAKER
ONE DAY
YOUR CURRENT BAND OF FRIENDS WOULD
SEE YOUR TRUE COLOURS
WHEN THAT DAY COMES
DON'T COME TO ME CRYING
I WOULD NOT FEEL SORRY FOR YOU
YOU WOULD EXPERIENCE THE PAIN
THAT YOU GAVE ME
YOU WILL FINALLY
HAVE A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE
I will be waiting for that day
where I could finally look up to the Heavens
and forgive you
forgive you for all the hurts you cause
forgive you for all the things you've done
forgive you for sending me down into sadness
forgive you for making me cry
forgive you for being cold
forgive you for breaking this clique up
forgive you for all the wrong you've done to me
I might for give you earlier
maybe later
but its for sure
it will NEVER be now
the wound is still raw and fresh
blood occationally still flows from it
its too raw
too raw for me to forgive you
its healing
I am waiting for
that day when
I can finally
forgive you
fully
not some
half forgivness
half hatred
I am waiting for that day to happen
okokok
enough of rant
anyways people
best wishes for your FYE
SMILE! (:
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